J4 Weekend

Soooo I've been TOTALLY laggin' on updating this and I apologize my lovahs. I do enjoy blogging a lot, it's just I keep forgetting to & or that one even exists =( Ahahaha. Now getting to it...

Recap from my last blog from the end of May through June:

+ Family: My parents are back from there month long annual trip in Thailand. They love it there and don't want to be back home but who cares =) Ahahaha, they go there twice MINIMUM for a whole month per year so quit your complaining mom ;) Ahahahaha. When they retire I know where there gonna be livin' at =) Ahahaha. I'm just glad there back safe at home.

+ Siblings: June is a crazy birthday month. About 5 immediate family members are born in this month that I literally EVERY weekend partied with, LOL. Most memorable was Friday, June 19th for Lisa's Surpise 29th Birthday Bash that my brother in-law (Ze) threw for her. It was so MUCH fun.

Birthday Girl - Lisa

Lauren & I <333

My three brothers & brother in-law all over the Birthday Girl - Too funny.

Yeah, pretty much it was a GREAT and most memorable (but drunk) night in my life of June 2009.

+ Friends: Been with Niqueboo and Lauren A LOT. I don't know honestly how I can live my life with out them <333 I love you two sooooo much.

+ J4 Weekend: Went to the annual Hmong Soccer Tournament in STP. (Photos on MySpace) And it's been a couple years since I last went so it was just a re-fresher =) I love the food there but it rained so hard. I had to put my waterproof camera in to use. And it was so much better because it rained actually. Than later on hung out with the little girls and watched the fireworks in the backyard. It was really relaxing.

+ Last but not least: I gotta admit, I am pretty sprung ;) Ahahahahaha. Taking things slow and loving every minute we have together. It's been years since I've taken someone seriously and he's the one that broke all my ties and knocked me on my face. Just hoping things get better and better as it goes of course. "If you're a bird, I'm a bird." Awwwwwh =) Words can not describe how much I am feeling you. You were one of the best things that happened to me in my life and one of the reasons I love to wake up in the morning now. I like you a lot ;) My babylove!

+ Well that's all for now at least. OH and as you all know, RIP Michael Jackson =( Other than that I hope you all had a fantabulous J4 weekend ! Ta Ta till then.

End of May.

Whoahhhh time flies =\ if anything just hit me up on myspace loves ! My facebook is ova with cuz stalkers are too nosy =( but oh well. Life goes on & it just gets better and better... For me at least ;] Ahahaha.


Damn baby I am feelin' you sooooo much right now *sighhhhhs My 6' 6", sexy, gangstaboo ;] Ahahahaha. You came in to my life un inspected, so different from all the fellas I've been messing with, and after everything I still can't stop being in awe of you. I guess that means your kind of special huh? Ahahahaha. Well let the rocks fall where they are supposed to be & see how everything goes k. Miss you! XOXO.

Sophia

Back back to Cali Cali!

Missing vegas, missing the sun, missing the night life... *sighhhhhs

Can't wait to run away to Cali with my love LA =] yeahhhh bay beahhh. Where the sun is always shining. LOL!


Were so innocent =] Pyhahahahaha.

Losing about 20-30 pounds by august loves. Gonna look heckla sessy for you all ;] on facebook hiatus but add me on myspace and twitta loves.

Miss you all and hope all has been well.

XOXO!

Vegas Love !

Thanks to my family I'm in Vegas celebrating my 21st Birthday baby =] ill be home soon so until then have fun yah minnesotans. It's 98 degrees and feels sooo awesome. I love Vegas muchooo. Photos later loves. And like what they say, what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas ;] Ahahaha.

Happy 2nd Birthday Natalie!

Mommy loves you babygirl !

+ I couldn't have a better dog =) But yeah I've been BUSAAAAY loves! I just got a new guitar and within the DAY I got it I noticed it was broken in the inside of it =( I am sooooo pissed about it and returned it and will be getting a new one within a week. *wahhhhh. I want it NOW, I miss coming home to playing on my guitar. Just one week... I can do this.

+ I moved in to my new place a few weeks ago and I love it. But it gets lonely sometimes. I am so used to coming home to a bunch of guys being stupid so I'll get used to this hopefully soon.

+ Annnnnnnnnnnnnd to dave the best for last =) I am FINALLY turning 21 in TWO WEEKS ! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I can not wait! It's going to be the best yet. I have the choice to either go to New York and or Vegas so I am uber exited! *sighhhhhhs I just need to lose 20 more pounds than I am lookin' right lookin' right =) Well TTYL loves!

My life; for Love.

As this weekend passes I just want to tell you about my lost loved ones. Not many of you know... but a year ago in the months of March and April 2008 four people in my family past away. YES within TWO months this happened. First it was my grandfather (mothers side), than my two brother in laws (Koolay & Phong) and then my grandmother (dads side), Rest in peace my loves! It was the most tragic year and especially most tragic two months I have ever endured in my life. Till this day I still don’t think there gone, I mean, I know they are gone but it’s just complicated that’s all. I miss you all so much and you all will NEVER be forgotten.

As I think about life, people always say “Life is too short” and or “Don’t take life for granted” and you know that right? Well honestly I don’t believe anyone truly understands those words until something in your life REALLY affects you in a way that it shocks you, wither it is good or bad. My grandfather was the one I was close to the most out of the four, and there are so many things I wish I would have said or did. I know that it’s sad to lose someone you love, but honestly because of it I am stronger than I was yesterday. I am now happier every day, I am more positive about life, independent, no more time being sad and angry about stupid shit because life is too short, I wanna be able to look at my life and be like “Yeah, I was always happy.” and never to regret. That’s why I have so many great friends, no drama, no lies, and just nothing bad honestly.

I can admit too that I am living the dream/life of what women really want as a single gal, maybe even better, because I love my life right now and I know it might look like fun to you all (and don’t get me wrong, it is a ton of fun) but I can be open and say that I am lonely. I have the best family, mains, and a shit load of friends but in the end, I AM that girl next door that just wants to settle down, to love hard and to be loved in return, to have a marriage, and to have my own family. Yes, I know some of you might think I am not but I truly am. I am so happy with my life right now that the only thing that would make it even better would be to be with that special someone to share the rest of my life with.

Forget about mine and your past, just let it go, live and learn. Now, love hard, be happier every day and just don’t be afraid of true love and happiness as it comes to you, or else it’ll just pass you by. The number one thing my grandfather would tell me is to love someone and to be loved in return, no matter what, even if you’re afraid. Even though I am living my life up and loving it and been hurt so many times in my past relationships, those words will always be engraved in me and I will never give up on love.

Happy 12th Michelle!

+ Happy Birthday to my niece Michelle Xiong! She is 12 today and is growing up ridiculously fast. For her birthday I took her and her best cousin Vieki to the Mall of America to ride rides, shop, and eat for 12 HOURS. And YES it was a lot of work but a lot of fun. Now my legs are sooooo sore and lazy. I hate shopping but HEY it was fun because it was for my niece. Auntie loves you Michelle.

+ And talking about Michelle; it is ARIES month. The men are very independent and collected, while women ares are really more wild and crazy as hell. There drama but can be hard to tie down, depending on the age. And can be verrrrry two-faced for sure. Ickkkk, I hate two-faced people and have met a few and stay away from that.

+ Soooo, I am moving in to my new apartment HOPEFULLY by this weekend! It's been ridiculous trying to get everything done and it's stressing me out. I have already packed about 75% of all my stuff and it's been waiting in boxes for two weeks now =/ But soon I will be settling in to my new home and can not wait !

+ I am so exited to celebrate my 21st birthday =) I honestly am not sure if I wanna do a HUGE bash and or an exclusive party. Sooooo stressful and complicating too. All I know is that, what ever I am wearing that night WILL be amazing! Because my mom and I are designing it and I am gonna look HOT, trust me on that. Damn I am exited. But I will keep you all updated on the birthday ideas for sure.

+ Other than that, I am so FULL right now from eating dinner at my sisters house for my nieces birthday. I am gonna call it a night I think. Maybe watch Twilight for the 50th time again and than read one of my four books that I need to finish before I find something else addicting to read, LOL. Well TTYL loves!